Request

I am asking that anyone who has a problem with me -- something I've said, something I've done, something that has happened as a result of something I said or did, anything somehow related to me that causes problem -- please talk to me about it.

I understand that may be asking a lot since you all don't know me very well, or even at all, but I would really really appreciate it if you talk to me anyway. I think the best way to start to get to know me, is to talk to me. All the better if something can be resolved.

Wilson has a lot of stress in his life, most of which I have inadvertently caused. I am trying to help him not be stressed out. I think it would take away from his stress if he didn't need to be a mediator or a go between for any of you to talk to me.

I'm sorry that anyone was offended by what I posted about my sexual relationship with Wilson. I'm sorry most of all that he was bothered by it. 'Taking it from behind' meant doggie style and I'm sorry that that is too much information. Private life is called private for a reason, sorry I let you all in on that.

I think it's unfortunate that Pappy has chosen not to live with us. Best of luck with your new future roommates. I hope we can still hang out and have fun. I'm not trying to change Pappy's decision.

He would not have been an unwanted third wheel. He would have been a very wanted addition if he had chosed to live with us. He didn't and that is fine. I just wanted to let him/you know if you care, that we did want him to live with us, and not just because he'd be someone paying the rent.

I'm sorry that it didn't work out the way we had wanted.

I'm sorry that I caused such a big problem with what I posted. The thought never even crossed my mind, that people would be offended by what I said and that Pappy would be pressured. The things that I wrote didn't come out right and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry the reaction was what it was and I'm sorry for the consequences that it has caused. I'm sorry for everything.

I'm sorry that I deleted my post, Pappy. I reacted badly to what people posted after me and I ranted about that. Then, after thinking a bit, I realized that would only add fuel to the fire and not resolve any problems. My post would have only caused more people to be aggrivated. That would cause more people to be mad at me. That would cause more people to talk to Wilson. That would cause stress in his life. For Wilson's sake, I deleted the post. Sorry Pappy.

Also I think it would be best if I didn't post anymore. I didn't mean to cause all the problems that I have caused. I didn't mean for people to tell me that what I was posting was too much information. I didn't mean to upset Wilson by posting what goes on in our bedroom. I didn't mean to pressure Pappy or piss Pappy off in the first place. After we saw the apartment, things we going well. I didn't mean to mess that up by what I posted. I didn't mean for people to react so strongly and sway Pappy's decision (if that did have an impact) against living with me.

I didn't mean to add stress to Wilson's life by causing a chain of events that may possibly lead to him not being able to live off campus. I didn't mean to add stress to Wilson's life in any way. He wanted to live with Pappy off campus since Pappy is his best friend and he wanted to live with me since I am his girlfriend and we live together now. I am sorry that I did things to mess that up.

I am sorry that it is not going to work out. I am sorry for everything. I am sorry if anyone takes any of this wrong.

Thanks for reading.

1212 Out.

I don't know what more to say. I AM SORRY.