Grumble...

Meh... I'm in a pissy mood. It's spring. Coming off of a particularly bone chilling Pennsylvania winter, the temperature is a welcome change. But something else bothers me about spring. Everybody around here seems to have their significant other. Everything is starting anew. Trees are blooming. Weather is changing. Life is coming out of hibernation. All these yearly miracles are happening around me, and the only thing it reminds me of is that it's just another year I'm going to spend alone. I don't know anyone outside of my current group of friends, all girls, all taken... well except for one, and she doesn't seem to realize what an awesome boyfriend I'd make, so fuck her. No, I don't even know any girls to have a crush on. Geh... this was so much easier in Connecticut where I knew people. I mean... like I could just sit in the Filth Hole, and my friends would just bring chicks to hit on. It was awesome. But not here in State College. Meeting people is hard. I'm starting to meet people at work, but it's not working fast enough. I've been working there since Thanksgiving, and I still feel somewhat like an outsider.

I don't know. Seems I can't win. This is what I get for coming to a Division 1 school. Every girl that attends this school sat on the other side of the cafeteria in High School. Every girl that attends this school are the types who looked down their noses at me in High School. Every girl here looks at me with fear in her eyes.

I ain't much to look at. But I'm true, and I treat my women well. One thing's for sure, if I find the right one, I'll lick the ground she walks on.

Till All Are One

LioConvoy out...