G'dang

The site has NOT been updated... yet.

Chill out.. you'll know when it is updated. You'll know. It will be noticable to everybody, poster or not. And it won't be online until after I am in L.A., okay?

I put something into the admin section, which I found cool at the time. The admin will improve as well down the road.

But anyway.. I haven't posted in public mode in a while. Life has been interesting and boring at the same time over the past few months. I am in limbo and it sucks.

My mother was the hardest person to tell that I was moving across country. She was upset, but not surprised. But, probably partially due to the delay, she seems to have totally accepted that I am going. I suppose I should expect that from a parent.. but it still makes me pleased.

Now, if I only had a firm date for anything... fuck, I now don't have any set plans for New Years either. All I know that is coming up is Christmas. That is the only event I have a set date for. Sure, there are holidays and birthdays before and after that, but I don't know if/when the birthday parties and other dinners are. I like having things to look forward to.. and this is a new feeling. I am starting to notice the void that used to be filled by school. Days off school were events, that gave most holidays meaning to me. Fridays were more often events. And with a set summer vacation, I was able to plan at least one trip for the next summer. All I know is certain now is that I will be working a lot, and will be in Connecticut for Christmas. And after that, it's pretty blank until the following Christmas. Thanksgiving 2003 is still a maybe. It's amazing how school automatically fills your calendar.. hell, they send you calendars pre-filled in with everything that is going on.

Ialso just crossed the border on the longest time I've ever gone without school. Yay.. I guess.